Saturday, 14 July 2012

'Fishers of Men'


Sailing whole night in the sea, no fish yet to see
Tired, dejected, as gloomy as they could be
Washed their nets away at the shores of Galilee

They had no hope, nothing on their side
Just some water around and watery eyes to hide
How could no one hear their hearts, which cried

Lonely they sat, when they heard some footsteps
Climbing on their boats was a man, no one knew perhaps
A platform he made out of the boats for others to be helped

Amazed were they, who knew not what was going
He finished his speech and turned at them smiling
A trust he was looking for, a trust in their eyes he was seeking

He commanded them to throw their nets to get ready for the trap
Impossible it was to them, impossible to them it seemed
They trusted and made their nets flow, unwrapped

Completely they surrendered themselves to the trust
Fishes the nets brought, fishes hard to find a place to be kept
Abundant grace flowed, all impossibilities swept

Seeing this, Repentance was the word that followed
They realized the worth of the trust and how, to sin, until then, they were sold
‘Depart from us, for we are sinful’, to him they told

He had come to heal the sick, not the fit
His love could not leave them in the pit
He said, ‘Don’t fear, not even a bit’

Contracted them without even signing with a pen
To be called His children and let others too can
What a blessing He gave them to be, ‘Fishers of men’!!

Saturday, 5 May 2012

nothing is permanent...except for one!!

We wonder what we should be doing in so many circumstances. We also feel victim of so many things. We feel as if it should not have happened and it would have been better without that incident in our life.
It is weird as I am growing I really feel matured and more connected to the people older to me.
When they tell about their incidents I feel so common in this common world...where I thought it's only me.
To connect with this thought when hard times come in our lives which we feel beyond our limit to handle, the first question that comes in our minds is "Why me?"
I did that for almost every difficult situation in my life. Its crazy at times or should I say every time I was in a difficult situation.
It is very human to think that. The reason is simple and I'm sure everybody would agree to that its because in difficult time we cannot keep our eyes, ears, nose, and all out senses away from the thought of that situation. No matter how hard we try to forget it, we forget we are still remembering it when trying to forget it!! I think I do make sense somewhere!!
It doesn't even take breaks like a pendulum but rather gongs like an alarm bell!
We feel so down in the pit and we feel how can that ever happen to me! I mean I was never mean to anyone...I never pick-pocketed anyone! Why was I the victim?
Its a pitiful situation for anyone of us....
Its killing!
Its disgusting!
I have been through all this and am sure almost all of us have or will....
I never thought I would be able to come out of those times!!
Someone close said to me one day when once I was very depressed[and mind you really deeply depressed], that "Nothing is permanent....".... I thought " Yeah right, nothing is permanent.... My happiness went away as it wasn't permanent".... And just then she added, "....this time will also go....this sad time is not permanent"....Wow! Optimism!
Simple words are more effective! It gave me a lot of strength....
2 years past this conversation....things were still the same and actually even worse....BUT....yes... I knew Nothing is permanent...things will change!
We depend so much on ourselves!
I was so much confident of everything I accomplished in my life.... So confident that I never gave up and became a proud self!
So confident....and when one day when the table turned, I couldn't think of even one single reason to explain myself "Why me?"
To make the answer known, I was put into better[read more worse] situations...
I had nothing!
I became nothing!
The proud self had nothing proud and no self!
All I had was nothing actually....
When you empty yourself....He fills you with a fresh living water!
He is Jesus!
And that's what He was so longing for.... For me to empty myself...
He timed everything for me...
Relaxing times....Hard times....Struggling times....Crying times....Happy times....
When I hear people telling their testimonies, I feel so common and feel happy about it because its good to be common to be loved by Jesus.... It makes me feel a sense of happiness to see the count of such commons increasing!
And that's what we all are called for...through different paths He has set for us....leading to and help others being led to the common destination--heaven!
Today I feel so blessed and thankful for all the hardships and struggles.... If they were not there, I would have never been able to empty myself and know what was in store for me--to be filled with the Living water!
I thank God for loving me so much!
And for promising me one thing which actually is permanent...my place in heaven!

Sunday, 12 February 2012

each DAY--every MORNING..every NIGHT---tells me the story of how much you LOVE me...



Starting the day with a HOPE in You...
Ending it with a PROMISE....
Its because of You I live...
Its You who live in me....

Your breath made my soul...
Your embrace protects me...
I will praise Your name and thank You Lord...
Even after, on this earth I last breathe...

Father God, I would never exchange the time You made me feel how important I am for You...
And also when You showed me You won't let me be there down in the pit...
Struggling, pitying, crying, helpless and dying....
How could You ever leave me like this...

Mornings boasts energy in me...
To thank and praise Your name...
The nights give Your gentle touch...
Which gives me peace no one can....

No guilt to seperate Your love for me...
No sin to cover myself from...
Red made it white...
How precious is Your blood to my sight...

Thursday, 12 January 2012

you don't ought to be LONELY.....you are not meant to be LONELY.....just coz you don't WANT to be LONELY....

No matter how introvert you are.....LONELINESS is NOT a cup of anybody's tea!
People with us, People around us....People are a part of everybody's life....
We may want to run away from them, but ironically and interestingly, those who think that way, WANT People MOST in their lives....
Its just that UNDERSTANDING the importance is important!